a whole lot had been going on these days. upon the recent realization that life is short, just wanna take this opportunity to thank some people who've been with me all along. MK and JL: you're the best best best!!! the laughter and tears, oh man, can't describe it all... CL: in name you're my disciple but in reality i learn so much from you. keep it up and keep the discipleship chain going! CK and CL: my buddies and fellow warriors in serving (yes, i feel like we're in battle all the time), i will treasure all those times when we laugh and share until tears come out (CL is especially talented in making that happen). thank you for being my guardian angels! and especially for CK you're my latest addition to my line of "nephews" but have to say you are "the nephew" to have. auntie is proud of you! LC: i know that these two years or so we didn't chat as much. but wanna let you know that i know i can count on you and depend on you. and i owe you dinner! want steak??? ST and SW: you have watched me fall and stumble and both of you had been alongside with me. thank you! KC: in my downfall i pray that all is well with you. hey, i want to go to hawaii! my SBS sisters: thank you for the spiritual support every single week! we can totally open the Bible, read something very serious like Ecclesiastes and still laugh our heads off. it's the joy of being together in the bonding of God's love. thank you! ************************************************************************************* reading A.W. Tozer's "The Pursuit of God" these days, and just wanna share this prayer from the book: Father, I want to know Thee, but my cowardly heart fears to give up its toys. I cannot part with them without inward bleeding, and I do not try to hide from Thee the terror of the parting. I come trembling, but I do come. Please root my heart all thos things which I have cherished so long and which have become a very part of my living self, so that Thou mayest enter and dwell there without a rival. Then shalt Thou make the place of Thy feet glorious. Then shall my heart have no need of the sun to shine in it, for Thyself wilt be the light of it, and there shall be no night there. In Jessu' name. Amen. |